Realization

Recently quite a number of things happened to me which is totally out of my expectation.

First thing, I gave birth to a baby girl! In my younger days, I do not really fancy babies because they are a bit hard for me to handle. But ever since I gave birth my perspective of babies change entirely (not exactly entirely but oh wells) I began to look at them with a different light. No, I still don't carry other babies... All the more i will not carry other babies because as a New Mummy I really hate it when people touch my baby or snatch from my hand to carry. (Typical Paranoid Mummy...) But we really do not know if the person practice even the basic hygiene so how do I know that they are clean to touch or hold my baby rightttt? Okay enough ranting here is my baby picture :D

Second thing, I left my job at this critical moment (Covid!! Please stay home!) because my CFO told me that my boss would like for one person to leave the dept and if I cancel my unpaid my contract asst will need to leave immediately. And even so, there will be another retrenchment in my dept. I don't know about others but the way i interpret is that I will get retrench the moment I go back. Which is like what?? So i left and move on to my next career which is what I want to talk about! I was scolded so badly because before this period i got poached several times with a increment of 30+% and i stayed. (YES I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE LEFT) but this new job, even in this period, also increase pay so no complain. But yes, if i knew earlier that this would happen i will leave at that point of time! Lesson learnt: No one is irreplaceable in a company so move on when opportunity arise.

Last thing, I got reprimanded for not giving allowance and asked to share for all occasions food then i start to give and share so I ask for the present to be shared as well. To my surprise, everyone shared! Okay, so all these while when i keep complaining that I give so much then now for $100 they keep complain and all. Then i realized that all these while I am the one that did not ask. Lesson Learnt: Ask; you do not ask the answer will always be No, but if you ask you may just get it.


Alright, end of my yiinee maanii! So long since I last written a blog post. Didn't know that I can still do it. <3 p="">
Quote of the day: Either you do it well or don't start at all. Once you get on something, give it your best shot.

- Focus
- Determination
- Consistency
- Set a goal
- Hard work

All the new people in my life

Hello there...

This post will be a reflection this time round. 
Not sure if I am ready for this world but I came to realize that I keep rambling non stop recently. All the things that comes out of my mouth and the timing I spill out those words. :( Why did I say that because recently I met afew new people and once I drink i just keep going on without thinking of the consequences of saying those things. Urm actually without alcohol influence I also keep saying the wrong things. Maybe I don't spend time with outside world now since everyday I spend with le boy, I think it is time for me to stop hanging out NON STOP with le boy and start spending some time with friends! Alright! I am determined to do it... after my Kor trip! HAHAHAHA 
Actually I didn't use to be like that I am not sure if I can give excuses like stress at work is making me make all the wrong decision or my lack of sleep is clouding my judgement? However, I am happy everyday. Not sure how to differentiate real and fake happiness but I am sure that I am definitely happier than when i was in the past though.

But I know that I need to change because ah ma says that a person must be nice with words, mindset and actions. So to make sure that I don't fail her expectation. Need to change my way of talking need to think before talking. I thought I already master that skill untill I move to this company and my skill is all gone again. Maybe I am too comfortable with my surrounding (not my office environment of course) so I let my guards down nowadays. Things that I will do to ensure that I will think before I speak so that I won't be penalized for my words. This is just like when in the past when le sister say the wrong thing for me and I get pissed. Since I will get pissed I am sure other people will get pissed too! 

I WILL NOT SAY OR COMMENT OR ADVICE ANYTHING THAT HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!

Alright to the good things! I will be going Korea in a week time! So happy and excited for it! Not sure how this trip will turn out this time round but I am super excited and nervous because its been soooooooo damn long since I last went on a trip with le boy alone! The main motive this trip is to take wedding shoots! HAHAH Go there geh xiao one kor to make sure they don't cheat us. I still find that one week is too short for a holiday.

Anways, I will be starting my own sports line soon! Please let it be a success so that in time to come I will not have to work! I am both worried and anxious at the thought of it! :D

Alright shall end here. Tudos till again :))

End of Exam!

Wow I managed to studied throughout my exam period and survived it! I think this is the new phase of my life after i realized how much time i wasted during the first year of Uni. So I am trying very hard again to catch up with the time i lost! (I know I know the picture have no link with what I am typing hahah but I really like these 2 pictures!) 

Yes this is what we did right after our last paper, YES I MEAN RIGHT AFTER! haha! We went to town to walk around and shop before we settle down at Cuppage plaza to chill and drink. Tortilla there is really good! And so we decided we were too tire to do anything else other than go home to rest. But! Night time we went out to drink as planned! We went to Jupiter for the first time. And it is really cheap, 2 bottles of courvesiour (not sure if i spell correctly) for $200! Such a good deal. HAHA 

Right shall stop here! I am going TAIWAN in 2 days time! When I am back I will update this personal space of mine with all the picture spammmm!

Cheers :D